Grrrrrr.....

I hate having to ask people for help. You always knew what I needed before I did.

It has gotten to the point that I just want to do without.

Every time I ask someone for help they are willing to give it. With strings attached.

The only time anyone calls or visits they want something from me.

Nobody comes by or calls just to say hi.

Me being the idiot, I give or loan to them.

I miss having you to rely on. I hate being the only one.