First good dream

I had my first good dream of you last night. We sat and talked until I woke up.

I still don't know what I am supposed to do. What should I focus on for my future? Where will my life lead after Rachel is grown. First I was planning to pay everything off and hit the road in the rv after Rachel is 18. Then, I was planning to fix up the house and stick around. Now, I have considered doing something else I won't post.

Ahh, life, what a bitch.

What does the future hold? Will there be a future? Hmmmmmmmm.........