Friday, November 7, 2008

Sudden Rush.

I started writing a book yesterday. I got the idea from the movie "Notebook" that me and Jen loved. Anyway, it is being written to tell my daughter how her mother and I met and life was up until her death. It is also going to be about how we believe a person should live their life.

Pretty much everything we want to teach our kids but don't always.

I thought it was going to be easy but man, the memories that come back when you actually think about the past. Re-living all those important parts of life that formed who you are (or were) as a couple.

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I've been listening to music online and downloading it onto my MP3 player and one song came on and all of the sudden this huge rush of sorrow hit me. I started thinking of Jen and what I lost and BAM! It hit me. It was a short burst and it hurt like hell. Now it is over and I am leaving for work.

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